My Life...

My life always rotated around a cycle which included my home, my school and then again my home. I didn't had any friends, not because I was not friendly, but because I was shy to make some. This was the only reason that I was always left alone in the crowd. Among hundreds of people, I was the one person, and maybe was the only one, who was still alone!

I was a grown up teenager. Sixteen isn't the age of a child. Still I was always away from making friends. Maybe because I had nothing to talk about with them. Maybe I was not that confident. This cycle of maybe was the whole problem in my boring life. I wasn't a fit, sporty person, but rather preferred to relax while other humans of my age played. Team Spirit was a complete mystery to me. This missing element of life was another reason behind my loneliness.

I was fed up with my life that I managed to drag alongside me. I wasn't living my live, it was just that I managed to somehow existed in this globe. I don't even remember if someone cared my presence in the world or not except my parents. Parents always care for their children. That wasn't too amazing to be happy about. Some huge element of life was missing from my life which was 'Friends." My search for friends continued. I wanted friends who could understand me, friends who laughed with me and not at me. This search that had to go a long way from now...